It was pointed out to me last night – and rightfully so – that our time together is always all about Him, the only question is whether or not it pleases Him to torture my nipples or pussy on any given day. It’s not about what i want.
Typing that makes me squirm, yes, it makes me wet too. It is about what He wants, and being reminded of that always makes me incredibly hot.
And what is that about? Why does that stimulate and arouse me so far beyond what vanilla sex does ? And with so much less effort? i mean, really. He says, “It’s not about what you want,” and i’m dripping. Ok, because i’m submissive, i get that. (and yes, saying that makes me hot and wet too.) But how does that work???
i guess it doesn’t matter that i don’t understand it. I guess it’s enough that i recognize it and that i’m getting to express it. Although i hope this blog will eventually help me understand what this is about.
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