Today is my birthday and my friend Jade reminded me to make a birthday wish. i’m glad she did.
Last year ~ which seems like yesterday, you know how it is as you get older ~ Jade made a big thing of telling me to make a birthday wish, and so i didn’t just do it off the top of my head right before blowing out the birthday candles. i put some energy into thinking about it.
And it came true.
Yep. It really did.
So i’m gonna do the same thing this year.
Now granted, there are lots of other things that went into last year’s wish coming true, lots of energy i’d already put into the wish, lots of work i did after. But you never know, maybe the wish tipped the balance of the universe.
i have so much already, i’m so fortunate in so many ways, it almost seems greedy to wish for more, but i’ll do it anyway. Last year, my wishes were romantic, relationship-centered, this year they’re career, vocation-based. [Is it cheating to say that much?}
And part of it is being open to the universe, right? Flowing with what crosses my path…
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“Don’t move,” He says.
Blindfolded, lying on my back, knees bent, spread open. My pussy exposed. My hands are tied together, fastened above my head. i do not know who’s in the room, or how many.
His hand probes between my legs.
They have already shaved me, prepared me for this. Showered, shaved, perfumed.
The women doing it, the women who wash me, get me ready, do not talk to me, do not allow me to question them. When i start to, one of them, the oldest of the three, looks at me sternly.
“We can gag you,” she says. “Or you can be quiet.”
i am quiet, while they strip my clothes from me. They make me kneel, face to the ground, ass in the air, hold my ass cheeks open ~ something ~ i don’t know what ~ they insert something ~ plastic? Could it be plastic? into my asshole.
i feel~ warmth? Liquid? O, god, yes, it is, it is ~ i wiggle, and might have broken away, but hands hold me ~ quickly ~ a hand on the back of my neck, pressing my face into the towel on the floor, hands at my legs, hands twisting my arms behind my back, securing them there, holding me helpless, while they fill me with the liquid.
They hold me til i am whimpering with need, til i think i can hold the liquid no more, and ~
i am filled with shame ~
as they help me to the toilet,
but as i void there, they show me the kindness of stepping outside the room, and i am grateful ~
thinking just for a moment how odd it is to be grateful for so small a favor, but when you are at the mercy of you-don’t-know-who, and already stripped of any dignity, all favors are appreciated.
When i am finished, they lead me to a shower room. They scrub me, not allowing me to touch myself.
It’s a large area ~ a tub, more like a jacuzzi, and the shower next to it. They shower me first, washing and rinsing thoroughly.
They make me spread my legs wide, one foot on a stool, while they shave me. Bend over while they spread my ass cheeks to shave there as well.
Their fingers matter-of-fact, entering me in both places, making me gasp.
When they are finished, when i am clean enough, bare enough, they let me soak in the tub for a little bit. The water is quite warm, and slightly scented. i feel myself relaxing.
Barely listening as they discuss me. Which lotion? My hair, how should they do my hair? One of them asks if i’m to be pierced anywhere, and my heart stops for a moment, before the oldest one answers,
“No, not tonight. They have not decided how to decorate her, nothing permanent tonight.”
Have a wonderful birthday year!
May all your wishes come true…happy birthday!
butterfly
Thanks, Butterfly! i appreciate the good wishes!
aisha
Happy Birthday my friend
I think you’re safe keeping the details of your wish to yourself.
sfp
Thanks, sis!
Good – i’d hate to ruin my chances by disclosing too much -you know, loose lips sink… o, never mind.
laughing,,,,
aisha
Happy Birthday aisha!!!
I am one of your lurkers *grins* but today I am commenting just to wish a most wonderful birthday. wishing you the best in life, thank you for the wonderful posts you bring each day to us!!
Aluv
YAY!! A lurker unlurking is like a little birthday present! Thank you so much!!
i’m glad you enjoy the blog!
aisha
Happy Birthday Sweetheart. I hope your wish comes true. And ummm, very hot fantasy!
Thanks, Sin – glad you like the fantasy!
aisha
I wish you a fantastic Birthday! Hugs and kisses. Ashly and Tina
Thank you, Ashly and Tina! Appreciate the good wishes!
aisha
Big wishes for an adventure filled coming year.
@Greengirl,
Thank you! That’s one wish i’m sure will come true – my life is a daily adventure!
hugs,
aisha
Happy Birthday! May all your wishes come through and your fantasies lived…at least most of them…abby
Thank you, Abby! And yeah, not sure all the fantasies need to come true, just the right ones… laughing
aisha
ewwwwww! and me eating my toast just then.
*shudders*
except for *that* part? Uber hawt. Yes. (and I wrote tomorrows story last night, just sayin’…coz there are some wicked similarities there!)
Happy Birthday to you,
Happy Birthday to you,
You are my heartsister
and I sure love YOU!
Happiest of natal days, and bright blessings from the Universe to you…stars and moons and hearts and energies swirling and dancing, for today is your day!
Hugs and much love,
nilla
@’Nilla ~
LOL – i know, i didn’t even think about that til it was too late or i could have posted a “‘NIlla Dragon Ahead” warning. But there is something wonderful and kind of heart-warming about squicking YOU out, the Queen of Dragon Territory…
So thanks!
And thanks for the b-day wishes and the song and the blessings and for all the joy you add to my life!
love you,
aisha
Happy Birthday, here’s to a great year.
Thank you, Dancing!!! 🙂
Ohmy…very hot little treat you have for us.
Happy Birthday aisha! My wish for you is that all your wishes come true!
Thanks, LM, glad you liked it!
And thanks for the good wishes… it ~ and your friendship ~ mean a lot to me.
aisha
Happy Birthday, if you believe the wish will come true 🙂
Thanks, Faerie – and you should know about wishes and magical things, right?
hugs,
aisha
Happy birthday, may you get the spanking of your dreams! and very nice little fantasy!
Thank you, Bill! Appreciate the good wishes – glad you enjoyed the little fantasy!
hugs,
aisha
happy birthday aisha, hope it’s a day filled with wonder and awesome x
@Sadists_magick,
Thank you so much!
BTW – I love your icon or gravatar or whatever you call it!!
aisha
i hope you have a birthday as beautiful as you are. This year, i think, will be your year. Wishes are like luck, they work best when we are prepared. And you are.
Thank you, dear Jade,
i sure appreciate the good wishes, kind words, and sage advice.
many hugs,
aisha
Happy birthday! I love February.
Thank you, Conina!! Can’t say i love February, it’s usually too cold, but sure do enjoy my b-day….
🙂
aisha
Happy, happy birthday Aisha! I hope you have a wonderful day and a great year. May all your wishes come true.
Fondly, Sky
Thank you very much Sky – i really appreciate the good wishes!
aisha
A very Happy Birthday to one of the best this world has to offer. May all your kinky and non-kinky wishes come true tenfold. Hugs
@Smilingsoul,
Thank you so much – you’re too kind!! Thanks for the good wishes and energy too!
hugs,
aisha
OMG! So sorry…Happy Happy (belated) Birthday!!!
Hugs,
mouse
Thank you, Mouse ~ Birthday wishes are always welcome!!!
hugs,
aisha
Happy belated birthday!